Lab results everywhere

I’m keeping this blog short and sweet this morning. It’s freezing outside, the cat and dog are already running back and forth driving me crazy making me spill my coffee, and I’m a little un-nerved.

-Thursday is a busy day. I have a monthly visit with my P.O (Probation officer) and then three doctors office visits.

All three of them want me to take a piss for them. (Not worried about the probation officer, it’s the doctors I’m worried about)

Last month I had a yearly test ran by my doctor and some results came back abnormal. I’m a bit nervous. I go back Thursday to get more tests done. There are about 3 possibilities and all of them lead back to one thing, none of them being good; I just hope I haven’t let it go too far. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t nervous. After years of abusing my body the way I did with drinking and partying what’s to be expected right? Anyways do pray for me. Hopefully it’s nothing that can’t be handled, and you know what I shouldn’t say it like that. There’s nothing I can’t handle that God can’t throw my way. He does everything for a reason.

I’m trying to keep a positive outlook, reminding myself that no matter what happens, it’s all part of a bigger plan. It’s funny how life has a way of throwing curveballs just when you think you’ve got it all figured out. But I’ve faced challenges before, and I’ve come out stronger on the other side.

In the meantime, I’ll focus on the small joys around me—the warmth of my cozy snuggie Eric just bought me, the reassuring purr of my cat as he curls up beside me, and the invigorating aroma of fresh coffee (hopefully, I won’t spill it again). I’m grateful for the support of friends and family who’ve been there through thick and thin. Their encouragement means the world to me, and their belief in my resilience gives me strength.

As Thursday approaches, I’ll keep reminding myself to take deep breaths and embrace whatever comes with courage and grace. After all, every day is a new opportunity to learn, grow, and find beauty in the unexpected. I’ll keep you updated on how things go. Until then, stay warm and take care of yourselves, wherever you are.